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Thursday, September 30, 2004
feeling emotional. finished reading that book i was talking about. ps, i love you by cecelia ahern. it's about thie pair of soulmates - holly and gerry. they were so perfect together. did everything together. then the worst thing happened. gerry died. and gerry's so sweet! before he died, he wrote her letters for each month for holly to open. he arranged trips, got her motivated to find a job.. and his last letter was the most touching one.. but shan't spoil it. go read the book yourself. ohh, and she also has real great friends and her family around her helping her to pick up the shattered pieces of her life. the whole story is damn good lah. i seldom do book reviews unless i come across one that touches me. oh well, the story made me think. hmm.. ok cher, stop thinking dammit! i've got a lot to complete for tmr's agenda. actually it's cause i can't finish them today. stupid. but yah. procastination. why can't i ever change?! so screw it. i'm fustrated with the pace i move life. wait, that sentence sounds wrong. but oh well. sitting directly in front of me is my SS hw. compassvale's full paper. i feel sick in my stomach. kick me. tmr's october already. means only a month left. how how how. :( sometimes i feel as if my day's just passing by just like that. time's flying too fast. and i'm lagging behind. i know i should let myself sink into self-despair.. but sometimes, i just can't help it. stupid right? self-pity. tsk cher. tsk. disgusted. i miss being a child. i miss not caring about what i did the whole day. i miss not being responsible. i miss playing barbie dolls after school in my grannie's room. i miss eating maggi mee at ats parent's corner. shite. something's wrong with me. God, dig me up! argh. slap slap slap. wake up cher! fine. i think i'm crazy. abit off my mind. so laters my pals. let me go calm down.
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